(AllHipHop Rumors) The unstable and troubled Florida rapper XXXTentacion touches on his suicidal thoughts once again.
XXX is believed to be a seriously problematic individual already as he currently has to go to trial to fight charges for alleged aggravated battery of a pregnant woman, domestic battery by strangulation, false imprisonment, and witness tampering.
Then, every other day he's having a breakdown with rants on social media where he threatens to quit music for various reasons.
One of his former friend's. Ski Mask The Slump God has even accused him of trying to sacrifice his soul.
XXX is also seriously out here trying to convince folks that he's innocent, so he's planning an advocacy event for victims of sexual assault during Art Basel.
Now that I've given you a refresher on the problematic rapper with the cult-like following, let me point out that he's recently [openly] talked about having suicidal thoughts again.
He took to Instagram to explain the reason why he's so disturbed. Apparently his behavior stems from his terrible upbringing.
"I love the way people will throw negativity on my name but have no clue what I've been through. Let me clear something up, the reason I don't have a complete grasp on my emotions is because I've been through sh-t that has f-cked me up emotionally when I was younger. Imagine being locked up an in and out of programs from the age twelve til this f-cking year, n-gga I didn't have my mom or dad around, I was alone, I was homeless, my family gave up on me, only person there for me was my grandma.....I'm emotionally f-cked up and insensitive because I've been mentally alone for a very f-cking long time, and I fear, and feel like I'll never know what it feels like to be truly loved by another human.......If you think ending my life isn't on my mind all the time you f-cking stupid, its these kids keeping me alive, its these kids that are the reason why I'm able to do what I do, not these media platforms these kids believe me, these kids see the f-ckking pain in my eyes," posted XXXTentacion.
I've said time and time again, that XXX needs to seek professional help. I certainly hope he gets the help he needs before he decides to take his own life!